Emotional Affair.? dah.!

When You Don't Have Anyone To Talk To And You've Been Alone For The Longest Time You Tend To Find Ways As To How You Could Relieve Yourself Of The Daily Emotional Baggages That Life Brings You. With The Technological Advancement That We Have Now A Days, Its Easy To Communicate With Other People..Even Anonymously. Companionship Is Just One Click Away. Some Of The Ways Would Be By Having Phone Pals..Text Mates...Constant Chats In The Internet With A Stranger. Pathetic As It May Sound. It Helps Relieve The Feeling Of Loneliness. And It's Quite Addictive You Know.

My Friends Can't Seem To Understand Why I Indulge Myself With These Things. I Sometimes Say That I Just Dont Have The Time To Mingle And Chat In Real Life. Which Is True, I Know My Friends Meant Well. They're Just Concerned That I Am Being Emotionally Involved With Someone I Havent Been With Yet.

But Is There Such A Thing As An Emotional Affair? Can You Really Love Someone Just By Talking To Him Over The Phone Or By Just Sending MMS/SMS Messages? Or By Just Simply Exchanging Words, Getting To Know Each Other Through Blog Entries And Looking At This Persons Profile, Pics And Media Playlist. (Just To Check If The Guy Is A Hopeless Romantic Or Not ;P )

Admittedly, I Was A Adamant For Such Stupid Actions. Hey! Can You Blame Me? After What I've Been Through I'd Rather Have A Voice For A Boyfriend Than Someone Who Can Hurt Me Physically.

But What Is The Cost Of Having One?

You Tend To Compensate The Physical Absence With Material Things Instead, Just To Show This Person How Much You Value Them In Your Life. So As You Can See It Can Be Quite Expensive You Know.

Since There Is A Lack Of Physical Attachment So To Speak. You Can't Stop Yourself From Thinking If The Needs Of This Person Is Being Satisfied. So Trust And Commitment Has Always Been An Issue. It's When You Go Crazy When This Person Doesn't Pick Up The Phone Or When He Failed To Reply On Your Messages.( You Even Send This Person A Load Thinking That The Reason Why He Failed To Respond Was Because He Doesn't Have One) You Tend To Get Paranoid..You Try To Think Of The Inevitable. You Then Question If This Person Is Really Sincere Towards You. What's So Ironic Is That The Reason Why You Went Into That Kind Of An Affair Is Because At First You Thouht It Somehow Relieves You Of The Emotional Stress When They Suddenly Become The Thing That You Are Trying To Relieve Yourself Off.